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i don't feel sad or sorry or bad for myself that i have osteonecrosis femoral head. i still being the old myself that love to laugh, being happy n making fun of my way using crutches to walk. i never ever think of commit suicide if i have problems bcoz i believe there is a way to solve all these problems. it is just take times so why don't while i'm looking for the solutions in the mean time i also enjoy the fun of looking for the solutions n the fun of solving the problems too! that's way life will always be fun, happy n interesting! committing suicide is very troublesome! bcoz when u r gone, ur family, relatives, n friends will get the blames or embarrassments, polices or the medias will always come to questions them harrassing their privacy etc. there is a saying said "even u r sad or happy, life has to move on. so why don't u be happy n live on" so people, u gotta think creatively in your life n also being bold. learn everything even it is against your religion BUT MAKE SURE IT IS NOT AGAINST YOUR HEART & THE LAW.