run the world girls

tomorrow it's his birthday. he's now on leave back to johor. coming back to KL on wednesday. tonight sure party like there is no tomorrow bcoz it's his 30th birthday. once in a lifetime, man. hope he won't get drunk n drive bcoz there is a girl caring for in KL, waiting for him to come back to pass her the customers cheques n also some or maybe a little opportunity to peek at him n to speak to him or listen to him 'singing' with the logistic manager! last thursday, a girl was so daring to wish him "happy early birthday". then, friday get to see him again but it just a peek. why she wished him so early bcoz he is busy. he will suddenly "dissappear" from the office. so the girl doesn't want to miss any golden opportunity n also since, it is almost month end. everybody in office is very busy, trying finish all the last minutes outstanding work n preparing for the new month. he just an ideal man. dress up well, gentleman, loaded, n has a car.

hehehaha.....hehehaha......hehehaha

i don't feel sad or sorry or bad for myself that i have osteonecrosis femoral head. i still being the old myself that love to laugh, being happy n making fun of my way using crutches to walk. i never ever think of commit suicide if i have problems bcoz i believe there is a way to solve all these problems. it is just take times so why don't while i'm looking for the solutions in the mean time i also enjoy the fun of looking for the solutions n the fun of solving the problems too! that's way life will always be fun, happy n interesting! committing suicide is very troublesome! bcoz when u r gone, ur family, relatives, n friends will get the blames or embarrassments, polices or the medias will always come to questions them harrassing their privacy etc. there is a saying said "even u r sad or happy, life has to move on. so why don't u be happy n live on" so people, u gotta think creatively in your life n also being bold. learn everything even it is against your religion BUT MAKE SURE IT IS NOT AGAINST YOUR HEART & THE LAW.