today went to see my orthopaedic again. he had discussed with his fellow colleagues n friends who r orthopaedics too from other hospitals. some of them said nothing can be done to both of my legs. while, some said same as my orthopaedic has told us is to do the surgery for my right leg only. where they will drill a hole at the right thigh bone till the femoral head. as possible as they can, remove as much as they can of the dead bone part n stuff the new bone (taken from outside of the pelvis) into the drilled part but the chance of healing is 50% bcoz it is like sort of transplant surgery. eg. a patient had undegoes a kidney transplant, there's will be a probability that his or her body will reject the kidney. it's up to my body that can accept the new bone or not. the doctor said is not my fault if my body doesn't accept.

i only could undergo total hip replacement if my condition is very very serious that i've couldn't able to walk. but i still can walk with little bit of pain, so he only suggest when i'm old then, have the hip replacement yeah, put the metal ball inside. i had appointment with him again after 6 months. right now, no squatting, no walking too long, no carrying/putting weight or pressure on my both legs, no standing too long n yes to using crutches to walk. yeah, i've become an OKU!

i have search for informations about my problem on the internet. it is know as "osteonecrosis femoral head or AVN" (for more info pls go to http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Avascular_necrosis)

haiiz2........

according to the MRI report, both of the thigh bones, the round shape part already 40% damaged but the left side is more serious where it has collapsed n cannot be lifted back. so the orthopaedic says there is not much benefit to fix the left 1. the right 1 still has chance to fix it by drilling a hole into the bone to take out all the damaged part n then, take some healthy bone from the pelvis n stuff it inside the thigh bone. the orthopaedic said he let's think first about having the surgery n in the mean time, he will discuss with his collegues for another options. next week i'll have appointment with him again. in the future, i'll be walking limping as i can't put pressure on the left thigh anymore or else it will collapse more. that's mean i can't get pregnant, learn advance yoga or learn hip-hop dance........my whole world is shattered.

haiiz........

i hope this time i can know n understand very well the causes of my legs pain also cure it RIGHT AWAY! to be more details, it is the outside part of my both knees that hurt n also, my inner thighs muscle is hurt. yes, i did went to gym n did strenuous exercises for 6-7 months n then, i've stopped bcoz the membership has ended after a month of free-gym, the pain suddenly occur at my left leg only while the right leg was fine. that time, i've to walk limping n that leg has no any strength to walk up the stairs so i need to use my right leg to go up the stairs. step by step. after a month, my right leg had that pain too in meanwhile, my left leg hasn't recover yet! i've been to the orthopaedic. had my knee part being x-ray but it was fine then, he referred me to undergo physiotherapy n no any improvement. right now, i hardly can have good postures when standing, sitting, walking n sleeping. i'll definitely will slouch n i'll have backache. whenever i tried to straight up my body, my legs hurt as my thighs n knees muscle r being pulling. i feeling like an old person now with legs pain. it is so frustrating!!!! i wanna learn hip-hop dance, advance yoga n many stuff more but i gotta delay them...... my dreams T_T!!!! i can't even do my daily basis well such as wearing n changing my pants, stocking, shoes etc!!!!